This is my crazy journey of life as an over 40 mom with young children because of infertility, life after weight loss surgery, juggling work and home life and impending retirement from the Air Force for my hubby after 25 years of active duty. I'm a mommy to one Angel "Noel", my first rainbow baby Hope who is 4 and second rainbow baby Maisie who is 2 and stepmom to an adult Bonus Son. I was diagnosed with PCOS in 1996 when I was married to my ex-husband and couldn't get pregnant. My husband and I tried to conceive for almost 6 years before getting pregnant with our oldest daughter. She and her sister are little miracles and I thank God for them everyday!