.....I became the Mommy of an Angel. Our Angel Baby was with us for 7 weeks and 2 days. In the past month I have spent much time searching for the "whys" it happened and blamed myself for many things. Is it possible that I could have prevented what happened? What if I hadn't been sick with a cold and been taking medication to get over it? What if I had tested earlier and had known longer I was pregnant? What if I had insisted more strongly that they do an ultrasound that very first day? What if it hadn't taken the clinic a week to get my Progesterone test back and I had already been on Progesterone, would that have made a difference? What if.... I know everyone who has miscarried has these what if questions...but I am just having a hard time moving past this blame and all the what ifs. I pray everyday for the Lord to help me through this and to take this doubting and blame away from me. I know it will get better, I have HOPE and FAITH that it will!
To my Angel.....Mommy loves you and misses you everyday!
The Lord's loving kindness indeed never cease, For His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is thy Faithfulness. "The Lord is my portion," says my soul. "Therefore I have hope in Him." (Lam. 3:22-24)
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I just came across your blog today and I read that you had a miscarriage recently.
I am so sorry for what you are going through. It is so unfair that you got a miracle pregnancy and then had to lose it.
You and your DH are in my thoughts and prayers...
Thank you very much for the thoughts and prayers. They are much appreciate!
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